Right where to start today?
If you read last time I was having trouble with technology ansd burning a dvd for an assignment to hand in. Well... I didn't get any sleep lat night due to this and other sleeping issues.
So yeah I went into town early enough to had my paper in. Well I got there a tad early so went and got some breakfast (minor details you probs don't want to know) was only sausage and bacon don't worry.
So on my arrival back at the doors I noticed a sign saying it was closed yesterday and today... So after pottering around town I came home very bloody annoyed! There was no email sent out, nothing on the website, nothing, how are students supposed to know this??
I do have more to write about but will save it for another time.
So yes as the title says... A wasted day and a wasted blog...
War!
AUB
Tuesday 31 May 2011
A wasted day, a wasted blog
Right where to start today?
If you read last time I was having trouble with technology ansd burning a dvd for an assignment to hand in. Well... I didn't get any sleep lat night due to this and other sleeping issues.
So yeah I went into town early enough to had my paper in. Well I got there a tad early so went and got some breakfast (minor details you probs don't want to know) was only sausage and bacon don't worry.
So on my arrival back at the doors I noticed a sign saying it was closed yesterday and today... So after pottering around town I came home very bloody annoyed! There was no email sent out, nothing on the website, nothing, how are students supposed to know this??
I do have more to write about but will save it for another time.
So yes as the title says... A wasted day and a wasted blog...
War!
AUB
If you read last time I was having trouble with technology ansd burning a dvd for an assignment to hand in. Well... I didn't get any sleep lat night due to this and other sleeping issues.
So yeah I went into town early enough to had my paper in. Well I got there a tad early so went and got some breakfast (minor details you probs don't want to know) was only sausage and bacon don't worry.
So on my arrival back at the doors I noticed a sign saying it was closed yesterday and today... So after pottering around town I came home very bloody annoyed! There was no email sent out, nothing on the website, nothing, how are students supposed to know this??
I do have more to write about but will save it for another time.
So yes as the title says... A wasted day and a wasted blog...
War!
AUB
Monday 30 May 2011
Technology BYTES!!
Yo guys! Tonight AUB is coming right from his mobile... Yippeee... NOT! So for some reason my laptop has decided to pack in and ignore the fact that there is a router around sso apart from my phone I have no internet..
Why is it that when you need technology to work the most, it chooses to be a complete cock end and jew out on you? Yes 'jew out' is a technical term so screw you hippies!
Bah with using this I can't look back easily and see what I've already said so I don't repeat my self. Ahh screw it.
So yeah technology is crap! We, humans that is, spend all ourr time on this silly planet trying to make life much easier for our selves using technology, which mean making tech better and better. But will it ever stop? How technological does the world need to be before we end up like fat slobs from Wall-E? I know its abit far-fetched but think about it. Clapper lights. Voice acrtivation. Microwaves... The only thing that is trying to make people more active instead of lazy are games!!! And a few years ago, anyone who played video games was considered a loser and lazy!! So how much longer is it going to be until technology does everything for us? Some how I don't think its going to be that long.
Anyways, I lost the point of that. Right oh yeah tech and how shit it is. Well as you know I've just finished university or so you thought, turns out I still have one more assignment left and it's to make some lame DVD, yeah, tell me about it. So I've finished this shitty DVD and now I'm trying to burn it to disk... Yeah well here's technology kicking me in the balls once again!! Its taking the absolute piss, I've tried about 6 disks, dvd and cd disks, evne to the point where I don't care about the presentation, I just want the damned video on the stupid disk!!! But no the laptop iss deciding it wants to have a fit 2 days before the deadline! Yeah well fuck you ya stupid fucking laptop!! Do what the fuck you want!!
Right that's enough ranting from me.
Summary: Technology BYTES!!!
War out!
AUB!
Why is it that when you need technology to work the most, it chooses to be a complete cock end and jew out on you? Yes 'jew out' is a technical term so screw you hippies!
Bah with using this I can't look back easily and see what I've already said so I don't repeat my self. Ahh screw it.
So yeah technology is crap! We, humans that is, spend all ourr time on this silly planet trying to make life much easier for our selves using technology, which mean making tech better and better. But will it ever stop? How technological does the world need to be before we end up like fat slobs from Wall-E? I know its abit far-fetched but think about it. Clapper lights. Voice acrtivation. Microwaves... The only thing that is trying to make people more active instead of lazy are games!!! And a few years ago, anyone who played video games was considered a loser and lazy!! So how much longer is it going to be until technology does everything for us? Some how I don't think its going to be that long.
Anyways, I lost the point of that. Right oh yeah tech and how shit it is. Well as you know I've just finished university or so you thought, turns out I still have one more assignment left and it's to make some lame DVD, yeah, tell me about it. So I've finished this shitty DVD and now I'm trying to burn it to disk... Yeah well here's technology kicking me in the balls once again!! Its taking the absolute piss, I've tried about 6 disks, dvd and cd disks, evne to the point where I don't care about the presentation, I just want the damned video on the stupid disk!!! But no the laptop iss deciding it wants to have a fit 2 days before the deadline! Yeah well fuck you ya stupid fucking laptop!! Do what the fuck you want!!
Right that's enough ranting from me.
Summary: Technology BYTES!!!
War out!
AUB!
Thursday 26 May 2011
People should just go away and let me sleep!
Hey people/followers/reads or whatever you would like to be referred to.
So here I am with another edition of Unoriginal Bloggings.
Today actually kind of has a topic. People and sleep! Yes you heard me. As always, you know I love to bitch and moan, any of you who are my friends on facebook (sorry for the name drop) I can't help but bitch about the world and how much it ruins my day. Well guess what... Today is no different.
So where to start? Ok I'll start with the sleeping issue. So for those of you who don't read the drivvel I write on said social networking group I have been having having difficulty sleeping as of late. I think it all started when I was younger and would stay up playing video games until the crack of dawn. This then lead to uni and staying out drinking for days at a time... Not very often but more so than before uni, which in all fairness was going to happen as it's university and everyone does it. But just lately, during my final exam period, I have been goin to bed at the times that I would normally go to bed and sleep, but unfortunately I have been tossing and turning, unable to sleep. I figured that it was just my sleeping pattern as it has been shagged for years so I tried my hand at staying up until the next night so I could try to fix my sleeping pattern... Now when I was younger I could pull all nighters like no ones business, but when it got to 9am I fell fast asleep until 12pm when my body decided it had, had enough of sleeping and decided to wake up... The bastard. Most people seem to think it's due to exam stress and having alot of stuff on my mind, which could be quite true... But I have waaaay too much stuff on my mind to find the time to figure that one out or spend time to hang around and wait. Either way it's really starting to annoy me because I'm not falling asleep until 5am or 6am and not waking up until about 2pm. Infact while typing this it's currently 04.19. So I'm currently hoping that it will eventually sort it's self out when I finish uni and get a job and end up with a routine to stick to.
Time to move on to people. People have always told me that I care too much, but is that really a bad thing? I thought it was a good thing to care? But! I turns out people seem to think I am some sort of attention seeking hipster... Whereas I actually just have alot to say and tend to post and or say the first thing that comes into my head whether people are interested or not.... Well ya know what.. Fuck it!
It turns out people are put on this world to climb to the top of societies hierarchical pyramid by whatevers means possible. So far I have been trying to avoid this route but I am starting to lose faith and am very tempted to just give in a join the mother fucking rat race.Going back to the 'hipster' topic one second (by the way I have had a little bit of sleep since not the last paragraph, but the one before) and I have had chance to think about it, which is generally the opposite to what I do. But it occurred to me this morning as I was trying to sleep, that actually the hobbies I have and the activities to part take in, the things I like are generally trendy things.. Now anyone that knows me, knows that I try to make a point of not being into trendy things because I'm an asshole like that. Now I'm not going to be the dick head that claims to have been into something before it was trendy and claim to be a trend setter, because the truth is, I don't pay enough attention to know when something becomes trendy or not. I just know that I like the stuff I like and I do the stuff I do.
So to finish off, I'll leave you with a quote from a song I like by Reel Big Fish:
"it's not so bad bein' trendy
everyone who looks like me is my friend
please don't hate me because i'm trendy
they're not gonna laugh at me again.....
...makin' fun of trendy people
is the trendiest thing of all."
Thanks for not read and not caring,
AUB
Monday 21 February 2011
Blog 3.2
Hey guys, AUB thats me is back! Like I said in my first blog, I didn't think I'd keep this going, but after talking to a few people I discovered people actually are reading and finding it interesting if not funny, can't remember exact words that were used... I was drunk. So yeah I just thought that since it's providing abit of entertainment I'd try my best to carry it on.
The only problem is I don't really have much to talk about right this second, but figured that if I come on and start typing I may hit some blogging gold... maybe, maybe not.... Lets find out.
Anyways (woops sorry just deleted something which I said I wouldn't do in my very first post but don't worry I will go back to the point I was going to make.) So yeah anyways I don't really have much to talk about because I have such a good weekend.
It's been my 22nd birthday this weekend which ios pretty cool. Had a good number of mates make it out to celebrate the day before my birthday since town is pretty lame on a Sunday. Some couldn't make it out due to certain reasons and enough people had piss poor excuses, not saying who, 99% had decent reasons in all fairness.
But before this weekend I had loads to rant and rave about but this weekend seems to have just deleted all from my mind, which actually my mind has a habit of just lately, I think I'm getting like early dementia or how ever it's spelt. Can you get that even? Either way my memory is getting worse and worse and I can't figure out why.
Meh fuck it, forgot my point. something bout memory and ranting and raving.
Some of you maybe wondering why this edition of AUB is called "Blog 3.2".... and if your not, then I am going to bloody well tell you anyways so get used to it.
Well, a few weeks ago when I first started this I came round to writing the 3rd blog of which I think was untitled so it just seemed fitting to call this Blog 3.2 as an attempted to make the last one better even though it didn't get published.
The original 3rd blog was going to talk about things I want to do in life and things that I will actually get round to, but I couldn't be bother to finish it since I change my mind every day with what I want from life.
Also going back to my earlier point of my memory, it has now got me down shit creak with the missus because she was talking to me and I heard it all but missed the last bit and it didn't stick in my brain... and now she thinks that I just don't listen to her when I really do... ffs. I wish my brain just worked and my ears too!
Does anyone know if that brain training stuff works? Might give me a hand remembering shit.
So it's 02:23 at the time of writing this and I am yet to write anything slightly funny or interesting and it's more just aload of bollocks that not even I care to read throught again. I was rather hoping I would come up with something so I could gain some sort of online presence like Yahtzee or Maddox but that's not gunna happen since they've been doing it for ages. But then again I am not trying to orginal or anything, just wanting to spread the bollocks in my mind on to the world wide web. Then again, they must have started somewhere with this shit, maybe I need to find a direction to go with this?
Yeah I think that could be a good idea, most online ranters and raver seem to have direction.
Right, well I'm bored now so if there's any loose ends here or whatever then I guess you're gunna have to wait for the next blog, which hopefully will have some form of idea behind it!
Righto, cheers for reading folks
and
cheers for not caring.
Yours retardedly
A.U.B!
The only problem is I don't really have much to talk about right this second, but figured that if I come on and start typing I may hit some blogging gold... maybe, maybe not.... Lets find out.
Anyways (woops sorry just deleted something which I said I wouldn't do in my very first post but don't worry I will go back to the point I was going to make.) So yeah anyways I don't really have much to talk about because I have such a good weekend.
It's been my 22nd birthday this weekend which ios pretty cool. Had a good number of mates make it out to celebrate the day before my birthday since town is pretty lame on a Sunday. Some couldn't make it out due to certain reasons and enough people had piss poor excuses, not saying who, 99% had decent reasons in all fairness.
But before this weekend I had loads to rant and rave about but this weekend seems to have just deleted all from my mind, which actually my mind has a habit of just lately, I think I'm getting like early dementia or how ever it's spelt. Can you get that even? Either way my memory is getting worse and worse and I can't figure out why.
Meh fuck it, forgot my point. something bout memory and ranting and raving.
Some of you maybe wondering why this edition of AUB is called "Blog 3.2".... and if your not, then I am going to bloody well tell you anyways so get used to it.
Well, a few weeks ago when I first started this I came round to writing the 3rd blog of which I think was untitled so it just seemed fitting to call this Blog 3.2 as an attempted to make the last one better even though it didn't get published.
The original 3rd blog was going to talk about things I want to do in life and things that I will actually get round to, but I couldn't be bother to finish it since I change my mind every day with what I want from life.
Also going back to my earlier point of my memory, it has now got me down shit creak with the missus because she was talking to me and I heard it all but missed the last bit and it didn't stick in my brain... and now she thinks that I just don't listen to her when I really do... ffs. I wish my brain just worked and my ears too!
Does anyone know if that brain training stuff works? Might give me a hand remembering shit.
So it's 02:23 at the time of writing this and I am yet to write anything slightly funny or interesting and it's more just aload of bollocks that not even I care to read throught again. I was rather hoping I would come up with something so I could gain some sort of online presence like Yahtzee or Maddox but that's not gunna happen since they've been doing it for ages. But then again I am not trying to orginal or anything, just wanting to spread the bollocks in my mind on to the world wide web. Then again, they must have started somewhere with this shit, maybe I need to find a direction to go with this?
Yeah I think that could be a good idea, most online ranters and raver seem to have direction.
Right, well I'm bored now so if there's any loose ends here or whatever then I guess you're gunna have to wait for the next blog, which hopefully will have some form of idea behind it!
Righto, cheers for reading folks
and
cheers for not caring.
Yours retardedly
A.U.B!
Saturday 29 January 2011
2nd Blog, Day of the Katalyst!
Hey peeps, so I didn't think that I would post another blog but today I actually felt really good, I think starting this blog last night managed to give me some sort of release.
So the day started off where I woke up at 9am after getting to sleep around 4am so I wasn't exactly too thrilled about waking up. Though I did anyway and mad our way to training, at first I wasn't too sure whether I was going to train much or very hard at all, but after some very nice people from Safe@Last (a very kool organisation we work with) turned up and then had a chat with the person who I thought was going to give me devils and hated me, I actually found out that there wasn't even really a problem as such or atleast to the extent I had thought. So that all went well, which then gave me the mojo that I needed to train my ass off and get back into the flow of things after having so long away from training.
So yea a pretty kick ass training session, we then went to meadowhall as we always do and got our usual meal a Chilango mexican 'subway' type shop, which is awesome! and then went to Gamestation to get Deadspace 2 for Coddy. We also managed to wraggle some free tshirts for the release of Marvel vs. Capcom 3!!! and in all fairness we signed up to preorder the game so we could get the shirts and also signed up to preorder (for free of course) several other games! Woop!!
So after all that we went back to Discreet (Ant)'s place to watch the football, which was pretty awesome as I discovered the 'Giggs Fitness' DVD! and also Chicorito scored a goal which was assisted by the one and only Giggs him self! I think I have abit of a man crush on that guy! I don't even mind that he is Welsh because he is our lord and saviour, Giggs.
Anyways after that more people came around and we just generally had a laugh, playing on Wii Just Dance n that kinda silly stuff. This also lead to the: Team Katalyst Dare Challenge!
It started off as spin the bottle dares and then just got round to everyone doing dares.
So Coddy was the first to lead by example and since he had just bought a brand new Blackberry Torch today he was very much attatched to it all day, so his dare was to drop his phone and trust me to catch it and not let it hit the floor. Now you may be thinking to your self "That's not very hard AUB anyone could do that" but you have to bare in mind that I am a prankster and am not very trust worthy at all, you cannot trust me as far as you can turn your head. So for Coddy to do this was very testing for him, fortunately I did catch it. Though I very nearly did drop it. (Let down I know, I should have dropped it)
Next up was my self who was dared to take my top off and run out into the street and play the laying down game, this was very simple and I got a few dodgey looks from Joe public and also my nipples ended up been able to cut glass!
Other Pranks included ringining up a local taxi firm and singing to them, dressing in a girls top running to the pub and ordering a shot of sambuca, dancing in a pizza shop, eating a dog biscuit and then proceeding to do the lady and the tramp thing with the dog and thus sharing it and getting french kissed by the dog, and drinking random stuff, oh and a front flip in an extremely baggy shirt so you can't see whats going on.
All in all this has been an awesome day actually which I felt was worth a blogging even if you lot don't find it interesting, we did and had an awesome day!
Short and sweet tonight folks.
Yours un-thankfully
Another Unoriginal Blogger
So the day started off where I woke up at 9am after getting to sleep around 4am so I wasn't exactly too thrilled about waking up. Though I did anyway and mad our way to training, at first I wasn't too sure whether I was going to train much or very hard at all, but after some very nice people from Safe@Last (a very kool organisation we work with) turned up and then had a chat with the person who I thought was going to give me devils and hated me, I actually found out that there wasn't even really a problem as such or atleast to the extent I had thought. So that all went well, which then gave me the mojo that I needed to train my ass off and get back into the flow of things after having so long away from training.
So yea a pretty kick ass training session, we then went to meadowhall as we always do and got our usual meal a Chilango mexican 'subway' type shop, which is awesome! and then went to Gamestation to get Deadspace 2 for Coddy. We also managed to wraggle some free tshirts for the release of Marvel vs. Capcom 3!!! and in all fairness we signed up to preorder the game so we could get the shirts and also signed up to preorder (for free of course) several other games! Woop!!
So after all that we went back to Discreet (Ant)'s place to watch the football, which was pretty awesome as I discovered the 'Giggs Fitness' DVD! and also Chicorito scored a goal which was assisted by the one and only Giggs him self! I think I have abit of a man crush on that guy! I don't even mind that he is Welsh because he is our lord and saviour, Giggs.
Anyways after that more people came around and we just generally had a laugh, playing on Wii Just Dance n that kinda silly stuff. This also lead to the: Team Katalyst Dare Challenge!
It started off as spin the bottle dares and then just got round to everyone doing dares.
So Coddy was the first to lead by example and since he had just bought a brand new Blackberry Torch today he was very much attatched to it all day, so his dare was to drop his phone and trust me to catch it and not let it hit the floor. Now you may be thinking to your self "That's not very hard AUB anyone could do that" but you have to bare in mind that I am a prankster and am not very trust worthy at all, you cannot trust me as far as you can turn your head. So for Coddy to do this was very testing for him, fortunately I did catch it. Though I very nearly did drop it. (Let down I know, I should have dropped it)
Next up was my self who was dared to take my top off and run out into the street and play the laying down game, this was very simple and I got a few dodgey looks from Joe public and also my nipples ended up been able to cut glass!
Other Pranks included ringining up a local taxi firm and singing to them, dressing in a girls top running to the pub and ordering a shot of sambuca, dancing in a pizza shop, eating a dog biscuit and then proceeding to do the lady and the tramp thing with the dog and thus sharing it and getting french kissed by the dog, and drinking random stuff, oh and a front flip in an extremely baggy shirt so you can't see whats going on.
All in all this has been an awesome day actually which I felt was worth a blogging even if you lot don't find it interesting, we did and had an awesome day!
Short and sweet tonight folks.
Yours un-thankfully
Another Unoriginal Blogger
Friday 28 January 2011
First Time Bloggings
Ok, so I don't exactly know where to start with this since I've never blogged before and most likely no one will see this and by the time I have posted I will have deleted and re-written this blog several times until I feel I have done it right or done what seems right in my head..... or has just happened I have lost the point of my ramblings. Ah-ha I have just remembered and instead of deleting and going back to just before I lost my point I shall continue to ramble in some attempt to make sense.
So my point being that this is something that no one will see probably and if someone does stumble across it, may gain some insight into my head. Hear I will post things that I do not feel fit for places like Facebook (sorry for the name drop) or other websites like that. I know that many of you do not care and I know first hand that the internet is a dark place where troll live just to take the piss out off people that post their inner feelings and such thing online.... I know this because I too am one when I want to be.
So I guess that I am using this as some sort of online diary type thing but without the faggot level of owning a diary and shit like that. Yeah whatever deal with it you fuckhead, your here reading this so you must be interested to some degree so shut the fuck up and read.
Here is a bit about me:
At the time of writing this very first post I am 21 years old and in just short of a month I will be turning 22. Huzzaah and all that BS.
I am just about finishing university, after failing my final year once before. Im studying Multimedia Technologies and it rubbish in a fashion, actually the subject name makes it sound awesome, which is what drew me to it actually, but the lecturers lead me to believe that we would study certain things and then did not follow through so it's been quite abit of a let down and I can't wait to finish.
I am very much a geek at heart, but not one of these fashion geeks, you know the kind, the kingdom hearts faggots and fake glasses wearing type. Exactly, no I'm a decent geek, comic reading, sci-fi loving general geek, got picked on in school then beefed up and picked on everyone my self, hey, it's highschool, its a dog eat dog world.
These days I make out like I don't care and that nothing actually bothers me, but this world is the most fucked up place I know! Now I could sit here and ramble on but I will leave that for shorter, more readable paragraphs..... look further down for more ramblings if I remember what I was going to say.
Ok, back to now and not the past, as well as my studies I have various hobbies, such as:
Free Running & Parkour, I train with a cool bunch of guys. We started getting into youth work and its pretty ok, we're called Team Katalyst, check us out on our website: www.teamkatalyst.co.uk
I am also a Pro Wrestler, I still consider my self a trainee but some may not, I have been training for 3 years on and off and seem to do ok at it, I do my job well and get a decent reaction from the crowd. I know what your thinking yes its all the WWE entertainment stuff, not the Roman Grecko/Olympic style, ahh well deal with it, it hurts and if it hurts, its a sport!
On top of that I am an Explorer Scout leader, well I say leader, I'm actually a unit assistant for the Rotherham District and keep getting pestered to become a full on leader, it's pretty annoying especially since I don't know whether I am enjoying it anymore (make all the pedo jokes you want). That's as far as I shall go on this subject since there has been alot of discussion about what is allowed to be posted online and what is not, which is actually the main reason for me starting this blog so I can say whatever the FUCK I want and swear as much as I want.
So, what next I am starting to ask my self. It's nearly 3am at the time of writing this sentence and I have free running training tomorrow. I usually spend days on end leading up to the training sessions talking about how much I am going to train my ass off and going to push my self to the next level, but the real factor is I either do something the night before or the day before that either injures my self or tires my sefl out so I can't train, but usually the most common factor is that I have spent a year training now and I have only just started to land front flips and just generally don't have the drive to do anything at training.
Which is actually another reason for starting this blog. You see I am a typical Mr Am-a Gunna-do. I start lots of things and then don't have the drive to stick at it, which then causes me to be rubbish at everything I do and then blame me not having time to, not so much commit but practise or whatever. Fuck lost my train of thought... ahh well, next point/issue.
(Yes I am mainly using this as a place to get things out of my head for a few minutes before it pops back in after posting, if I have already said this then deal with it, theres too much going on in my head to remember everything)
So... ok I totally lost my train of thought, I actually had something to say but its gone now, I may remember it in a minute or another post.
What I want to talk about now is my reason for saying "The world we live in is fucked up". Everyone knows this and everyone has the same attitude, apart from all you bloody hippies out there. The attitude being that 'what can one person do' and thus thinking this we all think 'well whats the point trying' and I know because I too have the same mentality. And the saddening fact is, it's true, one person cannot change or do anything in this world, that is any Tom, Dick or Harry, yes I know that in this day and ages that is un-PC and should technically be Tom, Dick and Harriet, but fuck off. Unless said person has a ton of money and or a rich family to support them.
Now most of you won't care and I don't actually want you to care, I'm hoping that by now you have gotten that bored that you have decided I'm not worth reading because you all know what I am saying and have now gone back to your life smoking crack or being sat on facebook clicking refresh every 5minutes.
Ahh I remembered my point from earlier, it was simply that after this post because of my Am-a Gunna-do personality I probably won't post anymore blogs after this or if I do, I won't keep at it for long.
Now here's the (what I would say emo faggot part) where I go on to say that sometimes I not so much wish that I was a different person, but like to think what life would be like if I was someone else like the characters in the comic books I read, or the video games I play, or even the movies that I watch. I then realise that I should be happy to have the life that I have because there are people in this world that would litterally murder to have the life that I have, but then i get back into that mentality of the general public and start to think about number one and what I want and realise all the things I will never have which pisses me off because right from when you are small you are told that you can be anything you want to be and are constantly told to think outside the box and be different. What they forget to tell you is that if you actually want it to come true you have to have ultimate commitment to what you what which means not getting emotionally attached to anyone or anything until you have reached your goal. And then when you do reach that goal you then realise that you have alienated your self from the world.
If you don't do this then you are expected get back in that box, unless your outside the box thinking complies with what everyone else agrees with and thinks is acceptable and that being different is following all the latest trends and pretend you did it first, again this being different is only being different if people think it is acceptable and fitting which then destroys the whole point of being different and thinking outside the box.
Ok I think I out of rambling juice, its now just about 3.30am at the time of writing this sentence... roughly, I have training and have to be up at like 9am ish so that I can show up, get devil eyes from someone for posting something when I was drunk (note to self this will be the next topic, 'drunk online posting & general online postings, acceptable and not) and then proceed to not train apart from doing a few vaults.
Good night and peace out.
Yours un-thankfully
Another Unoriginal Blogger.
So my point being that this is something that no one will see probably and if someone does stumble across it, may gain some insight into my head. Hear I will post things that I do not feel fit for places like Facebook (sorry for the name drop) or other websites like that. I know that many of you do not care and I know first hand that the internet is a dark place where troll live just to take the piss out off people that post their inner feelings and such thing online.... I know this because I too am one when I want to be.
So I guess that I am using this as some sort of online diary type thing but without the faggot level of owning a diary and shit like that. Yeah whatever deal with it you fuckhead, your here reading this so you must be interested to some degree so shut the fuck up and read.
Here is a bit about me:
At the time of writing this very first post I am 21 years old and in just short of a month I will be turning 22. Huzzaah and all that BS.
I am just about finishing university, after failing my final year once before. Im studying Multimedia Technologies and it rubbish in a fashion, actually the subject name makes it sound awesome, which is what drew me to it actually, but the lecturers lead me to believe that we would study certain things and then did not follow through so it's been quite abit of a let down and I can't wait to finish.
I am very much a geek at heart, but not one of these fashion geeks, you know the kind, the kingdom hearts faggots and fake glasses wearing type. Exactly, no I'm a decent geek, comic reading, sci-fi loving general geek, got picked on in school then beefed up and picked on everyone my self, hey, it's highschool, its a dog eat dog world.
These days I make out like I don't care and that nothing actually bothers me, but this world is the most fucked up place I know! Now I could sit here and ramble on but I will leave that for shorter, more readable paragraphs..... look further down for more ramblings if I remember what I was going to say.
Ok, back to now and not the past, as well as my studies I have various hobbies, such as:
Free Running & Parkour, I train with a cool bunch of guys. We started getting into youth work and its pretty ok, we're called Team Katalyst, check us out on our website: www.teamkatalyst.co.uk
I am also a Pro Wrestler, I still consider my self a trainee but some may not, I have been training for 3 years on and off and seem to do ok at it, I do my job well and get a decent reaction from the crowd. I know what your thinking yes its all the WWE entertainment stuff, not the Roman Grecko/Olympic style, ahh well deal with it, it hurts and if it hurts, its a sport!
On top of that I am an Explorer Scout leader, well I say leader, I'm actually a unit assistant for the Rotherham District and keep getting pestered to become a full on leader, it's pretty annoying especially since I don't know whether I am enjoying it anymore (make all the pedo jokes you want). That's as far as I shall go on this subject since there has been alot of discussion about what is allowed to be posted online and what is not, which is actually the main reason for me starting this blog so I can say whatever the FUCK I want and swear as much as I want.
So, what next I am starting to ask my self. It's nearly 3am at the time of writing this sentence and I have free running training tomorrow. I usually spend days on end leading up to the training sessions talking about how much I am going to train my ass off and going to push my self to the next level, but the real factor is I either do something the night before or the day before that either injures my self or tires my sefl out so I can't train, but usually the most common factor is that I have spent a year training now and I have only just started to land front flips and just generally don't have the drive to do anything at training.
Which is actually another reason for starting this blog. You see I am a typical Mr Am-a Gunna-do. I start lots of things and then don't have the drive to stick at it, which then causes me to be rubbish at everything I do and then blame me not having time to, not so much commit but practise or whatever. Fuck lost my train of thought... ahh well, next point/issue.
(Yes I am mainly using this as a place to get things out of my head for a few minutes before it pops back in after posting, if I have already said this then deal with it, theres too much going on in my head to remember everything)
So... ok I totally lost my train of thought, I actually had something to say but its gone now, I may remember it in a minute or another post.
What I want to talk about now is my reason for saying "The world we live in is fucked up". Everyone knows this and everyone has the same attitude, apart from all you bloody hippies out there. The attitude being that 'what can one person do' and thus thinking this we all think 'well whats the point trying' and I know because I too have the same mentality. And the saddening fact is, it's true, one person cannot change or do anything in this world, that is any Tom, Dick or Harry, yes I know that in this day and ages that is un-PC and should technically be Tom, Dick and Harriet, but fuck off. Unless said person has a ton of money and or a rich family to support them.
Now most of you won't care and I don't actually want you to care, I'm hoping that by now you have gotten that bored that you have decided I'm not worth reading because you all know what I am saying and have now gone back to your life smoking crack or being sat on facebook clicking refresh every 5minutes.
Ahh I remembered my point from earlier, it was simply that after this post because of my Am-a Gunna-do personality I probably won't post anymore blogs after this or if I do, I won't keep at it for long.
Now here's the (what I would say emo faggot part) where I go on to say that sometimes I not so much wish that I was a different person, but like to think what life would be like if I was someone else like the characters in the comic books I read, or the video games I play, or even the movies that I watch. I then realise that I should be happy to have the life that I have because there are people in this world that would litterally murder to have the life that I have, but then i get back into that mentality of the general public and start to think about number one and what I want and realise all the things I will never have which pisses me off because right from when you are small you are told that you can be anything you want to be and are constantly told to think outside the box and be different. What they forget to tell you is that if you actually want it to come true you have to have ultimate commitment to what you what which means not getting emotionally attached to anyone or anything until you have reached your goal. And then when you do reach that goal you then realise that you have alienated your self from the world.
If you don't do this then you are expected get back in that box, unless your outside the box thinking complies with what everyone else agrees with and thinks is acceptable and that being different is following all the latest trends and pretend you did it first, again this being different is only being different if people think it is acceptable and fitting which then destroys the whole point of being different and thinking outside the box.
Ok I think I out of rambling juice, its now just about 3.30am at the time of writing this sentence... roughly, I have training and have to be up at like 9am ish so that I can show up, get devil eyes from someone for posting something when I was drunk (note to self this will be the next topic, 'drunk online posting & general online postings, acceptable and not) and then proceed to not train apart from doing a few vaults.
Good night and peace out.
Yours un-thankfully
Another Unoriginal Blogger.
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